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Hello gaises!

How's everyone doing? :-) Been really busy studying for prelims lately but I really felt like writing a post so here I am! Heh~

Dance Night: Dreaming On Our Feet 2012

Okay so the first of July was MGS DANCE NIGHT! It was a great pity that I couldn't dance for Dance Night because of my knee condition but at least I got to be a part of it by emceeing :') really proud of all you dancers: bern, tess, megan, camel, ning, mich, sutanto and all the other dancers!

Tech run~

Friday the thirteenth

Friday the thirteenths are usually really bad for me and it was no exception this month, 13th July 2012. Hehe.

Upcoming projects

In case you guys didn't know, I am currently filming a mediacorp drama called "对对碰" and it will be airing in November! ^^ Also, I will be appearing in a local movie "Taxi, Taxi" which will be out in January next year!

My mommy in 对对碰

Random drama shit hehe
Did monologues for the first time this month! Haha okay this isn't interesting at all, but it was a really fresh experience as I've never done monologues before. I just love the gush of emotions that take over me when I play a character. The feeling is......amazing. It's my way of releasing my innermost feelings and thoughts as well I guess. Hmmm :-)


Edwin's birthday
It was nice to meet up with the Ambudalaindehbunana peeps after almost a month! :-)
(I don't think the video works on mobile phones so watch them on your computer hehe)

FOUNDERS DAY DINNER

Since I am in a girls school we don't exactly have prom sooooooo it's a tradition that sec fours go for the Founders Day dinner together and that will be our prom heh :p Everyone looked gorgeous that night!

When you see it LOL

Math teacher for all four years of my Secondary life, Mrs Chen ^^

Ever so caring level head, Ms Kek

*THERE WAS A POLAROID BETWEEN US HEH*

1st August

Hehe so believe it or not, Lynnie and I met only two months ago. On the 31st of May to be exact! But as 31sts only happen once in two months, our friendship monthsary is proclaimed to be on the 1sts of every month!

The first time I went to her house I think :p

We made Justin a card to thank him HAHAHA

RONZIE'S BIRTHDAY + NATIONAL DAY CELEBRATIONS
In the same class since secondary one, I really have some serious fate with this girl ;')

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Here are some random photos:

Aww right, buh-bye *waves*

Give it time

Before you start, play this song. http://youtu.be/Yvhg4enuElY


So. Imagine you've been in a dry well for the past few months.

The well is so deep and no one can hear your cries for help from down there.  But you still stayed in there, because that's what your heart told you to do.

You're getting thirsty, then you begin to feel weak. You come to a point where you are dying of thirst. But you still stayed in there, hoping for a miracle gush of water.

And yes, there were occasional drops of water but they were never really enough. But you still stayed in there, because those drops felt like magic.

Even though sometimes you feel like just climbing out, you still stayed in there, because that's where you've been all this while and you don't want things to change.

But suddenly, someone throws in a lasso and pulls you out of the well by the head. It felt like the lasso was strangling you and you were going to die. But somehow, you realised that although the air is fresher up here and you're going to find more water, you don't feel any happier up here. You were still really thirsty, and you started to think that maybe it's better if you stayed down there in the well.....at least there were still occasional drops of magic right?



The true reason why I chose to stay in the dry well for so long was because I loved it there. 

Although I wish I had stayed in there, I know it was a better choice to be up here on the ground. The oasis might be really far away and I probably won't find it for a long long time, but at least there's definitely going to be a lot more water up here.

It will all get better in time.

Take a leap off cloud nine

So.. I had this dream a few days ago about me dying of cancer. Lynnie told me about this website that interprets dreams so I went to try it out. Mmm it turned out to be pretty darn true~

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To dream of your own death indicates a transitional phase in your life. You are becoming more enlightened or spiritual. Alternatively, you are trying desperately to escape the demands of your daily life.


Dreams of experiencing your own death usually means that big changes are ahead for you. You are moving on to new beginnings and leaving the past behind. These changes does not necessarily imply a negative turn of events. Metaphorically, dying can be seen as an end or a termination to your old ways and habits. So, dying does not always mean a physical death, but an ending of something.


On a negative note, to dream that you die may represent involvement in deeply painful relationships or unhealthy, destructive behaviors. You may feeling depressed or feel strangled by a situation or person in your waking life. Alternatively, you may be trying to get out of some obligation, responsibility or other situation. You are desperately trying to escape from the demands of your daily life.


To dream that you have cancer denotes hopelessness, grief, self-pity, and unforgiveness. You feel you are wasting your life away. This dream also represents areas in your life which are bothering you, disturbing you, and hurting you in some emotional way.
(from http://www.dreammoods.com)
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Well it was pretty spot-on! Next time you guys can go find out the meanings of dreams that puzzle you.

the best feeling comes when you realise that you're perfectly happy without the things you once thought you needed the most.

So much feelings.

Never forget.

Hello everyone! Before I start this blog post, I'd just like to say a big big biiiig huuuumungous thank you to all those who wished me happy birthday yesterday~ And I am super sorry if I didn't reply you on twitter :-/

Okay.. So I just turned 16 yesterday! Haha I realised I can watch NC16 movies legally now :p But other than that, I still feel pretty much the same. Changed my tumblr description though, I am sixteen year old girl!

I woke up at around 10+ yesterday and I knew it was going to be a super lazy day. I had no plans for the day, except that Ron and Kim were gonna come over to my house at night to chill. I asked Meikee, Justin, Edwin and Yida if they wanted to come over but they all said that they weren't free. I was a little sad.. :'/

I watched some tv, replied as many people as I could on twitter, played guitar and then at around 3pm I went to sleep because there was really nothing for me to do. Haha I felt super sian and bored I swear. Look at my conversation with sof :p

Woke up at around 6, decided to take a shower. Ron said she was going to come over at around 7! I was sitting on my chair in my room when I had the shock of my life because Ron suddenly appeared behind me and shouted :p that stupid girl. That was surprise number 1.

We spent the next one hour or so jamming and talking, waiting for Kim to come. Then I received this from Kim. I was really worried for her okay.. :'( Surprise number 2.

I was feeling random so I asked my Ambudalaindehbunana peeps how they were doing. These filthy liars ;-)

I was getting a little hungry so I asked Ron if she wanted to go down for dinner. She then said that she wasn't hungry and she wanted to play a few more songs before we go eat. I was like.....uh okay, it's 9 something and you're not hungry? About 15 minutes later my mom called us down for dinner so we went down. As I was walking down the stairs I told Ron "Something's definitely not right, it's pitch dark downstairs.." >< I was right.. SURPRISE NUMBER 3.

I walked to my dining room and at the corner I saw Justin's face (this genius tried to hide beside the kitchen when the kitchen light was on. The first thing I saw was his face hehe). Then I saw Meikee, then Kim, then Edwin. I was genuinely shocked.. I really really did not see this coming *that's what she said~* HAHAHA. No but seriously. I cried. 

My sister ordered a lot of food so we begun eating and we watched Jump together :') After Jump was over, it was cake-cutting time~ My family bought the fruity cake and Kim, knowing me so well, bought my favourite oreo cheesecake!!

That awkward moment when people are singing Happy Birthday to you and you don't know what to do.. to sing along or silently listen :p

Me stealing some of the cake ^^ 

My phone's wallpaper <3

I felt super loved last night. Thank you to all those who made me feel that way. I couldn't have asked for a better birthday. I honestly did not expect this at all. Especially Justin, Meikee, Edwin and Raeann coming over... :') Definitely not forgetting those that weren't present that night (Sof, Yida and Rosey) <3 

Thank you, thank you. Ron, Kim, Meikee, Justin, Raeann, Edwin.

As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn’t supposed to ever let us down, probably will. You’ll have your heart broken and you’ll break others’ hearts. You’ll fight with your best friend or maybe even fall in love with them, and you’ll cry because time is flying by. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, forgive freely, and love like you’ve never been hurt. Life comes with no guarantees, no time outs, no second chances. You just have to live life to the fullest, tell someone what they mean to you and tell someone off, speak out, dance in the pouring rain, hold someone’s hand, comfort a friend, fall asleep watching the sun come up, stay up late, be a flirt, and smile until your face hurts. Don’t be afraid to take chances or fall in love and most of all, live in the moment because every second you spend angry or upset is a second of happiness you can never get back.