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Hello gaises!

How's everyone doing? :-) Been really busy studying for prelims lately but I really felt like writing a post so here I am! Heh~

Dance Night: Dreaming On Our Feet 2012

Okay so the first of July was MGS DANCE NIGHT! It was a great pity that I couldn't dance for Dance Night because of my knee condition but at least I got to be a part of it by emceeing :') really proud of all you dancers: bern, tess, megan, camel, ning, mich, sutanto and all the other dancers!

Tech run~

Friday the thirteenth

Friday the thirteenths are usually really bad for me and it was no exception this month, 13th July 2012. Hehe.

Upcoming projects

In case you guys didn't know, I am currently filming a mediacorp drama called "对对碰" and it will be airing in November! ^^ Also, I will be appearing in a local movie "Taxi, Taxi" which will be out in January next year!

My mommy in 对对碰

Random drama shit hehe
Did monologues for the first time this month! Haha okay this isn't interesting at all, but it was a really fresh experience as I've never done monologues before. I just love the gush of emotions that take over me when I play a character. The feeling is......amazing. It's my way of releasing my innermost feelings and thoughts as well I guess. Hmmm :-)


Edwin's birthday
It was nice to meet up with the Ambudalaindehbunana peeps after almost a month! :-)
(I don't think the video works on mobile phones so watch them on your computer hehe)

FOUNDERS DAY DINNER

Since I am in a girls school we don't exactly have prom sooooooo it's a tradition that sec fours go for the Founders Day dinner together and that will be our prom heh :p Everyone looked gorgeous that night!

When you see it LOL

Math teacher for all four years of my Secondary life, Mrs Chen ^^

Ever so caring level head, Ms Kek

*THERE WAS A POLAROID BETWEEN US HEH*

1st August

Hehe so believe it or not, Lynnie and I met only two months ago. On the 31st of May to be exact! But as 31sts only happen once in two months, our friendship monthsary is proclaimed to be on the 1sts of every month!

The first time I went to her house I think :p

We made Justin a card to thank him HAHAHA

RONZIE'S BIRTHDAY + NATIONAL DAY CELEBRATIONS
In the same class since secondary one, I really have some serious fate with this girl ;')

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Here are some random photos:

Aww right, buh-bye *waves*

Give it time

Before you start, play this song. http://youtu.be/Yvhg4enuElY


So. Imagine you've been in a dry well for the past few months.

The well is so deep and no one can hear your cries for help from down there.  But you still stayed in there, because that's what your heart told you to do.

You're getting thirsty, then you begin to feel weak. You come to a point where you are dying of thirst. But you still stayed in there, hoping for a miracle gush of water.

And yes, there were occasional drops of water but they were never really enough. But you still stayed in there, because those drops felt like magic.

Even though sometimes you feel like just climbing out, you still stayed in there, because that's where you've been all this while and you don't want things to change.

But suddenly, someone throws in a lasso and pulls you out of the well by the head. It felt like the lasso was strangling you and you were going to die. But somehow, you realised that although the air is fresher up here and you're going to find more water, you don't feel any happier up here. You were still really thirsty, and you started to think that maybe it's better if you stayed down there in the well.....at least there were still occasional drops of magic right?



The true reason why I chose to stay in the dry well for so long was because I loved it there. 

Although I wish I had stayed in there, I know it was a better choice to be up here on the ground. The oasis might be really far away and I probably won't find it for a long long time, but at least there's definitely going to be a lot more water up here.

It will all get better in time.

Take a leap off cloud nine

So.. I had this dream a few days ago about me dying of cancer. Lynnie told me about this website that interprets dreams so I went to try it out. Mmm it turned out to be pretty darn true~

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To dream of your own death indicates a transitional phase in your life. You are becoming more enlightened or spiritual. Alternatively, you are trying desperately to escape the demands of your daily life.


Dreams of experiencing your own death usually means that big changes are ahead for you. You are moving on to new beginnings and leaving the past behind. These changes does not necessarily imply a negative turn of events. Metaphorically, dying can be seen as an end or a termination to your old ways and habits. So, dying does not always mean a physical death, but an ending of something.


On a negative note, to dream that you die may represent involvement in deeply painful relationships or unhealthy, destructive behaviors. You may feeling depressed or feel strangled by a situation or person in your waking life. Alternatively, you may be trying to get out of some obligation, responsibility or other situation. You are desperately trying to escape from the demands of your daily life.


To dream that you have cancer denotes hopelessness, grief, self-pity, and unforgiveness. You feel you are wasting your life away. This dream also represents areas in your life which are bothering you, disturbing you, and hurting you in some emotional way.
(from http://www.dreammoods.com)
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Well it was pretty spot-on! Next time you guys can go find out the meanings of dreams that puzzle you.

the best feeling comes when you realise that you're perfectly happy without the things you once thought you needed the most.

So much feelings.