Thursday, May 31, 2012

Never forget.

Hello everyone! Before I start this blog post, I'd just like to say a big big biiiig huuuumungous thank you to all those who wished me happy birthday yesterday~ And I am super sorry if I didn't reply you on twitter :-/

Okay.. So I just turned 16 yesterday! Haha I realised I can watch NC16 movies legally now :p But other than that, I still feel pretty much the same. Changed my tumblr description though, I am sixteen year old girl!

I woke up at around 10+ yesterday and I knew it was going to be a super lazy day. I had no plans for the day, except that Ron and Kim were gonna come over to my house at night to chill. I asked Meikee, Justin, Edwin and Yida if they wanted to come over but they all said that they weren't free. I was a little sad.. :'/


I watched some tv, replied as many people as I could on twitter, played guitar and then at around 3pm I went to sleep because there was really nothing for me to do. Haha I felt super sian and bored I swear. Look at my conversation with sof :p


Woke up at around 6, decided to take a shower. Ron said she was going to come over at around 7! I was sitting on my chair in my room when I had the shock of my life because Ron suddenly appeared behind me and shouted :p that stupid girl. That was surprise number 1.

We spent the next one hour or so jamming and talking, waiting for Kim to come. Then I received this from Kim. I was really worried for her okay.. :'( Surprise number 2.


I was feeling random so I asked my Ambudalaindehbunana peeps how they were doing. These filthy liars ;-)



I was getting a little hungry so I asked Ron if she wanted to go down for dinner. She then said that she wasn't hungry and she wanted to play a few more songs before we go eat. I was like.....uh okay, it's 9 something and you're not hungry? About 15 minutes later my mom called us down for dinner so we went down. As I was walking down the stairs I told Ron "Something's definitely not right, it's pitch dark downstairs.." >< I was right.. SURPRISE NUMBER 3.

I walked to my dining room and at the corner I saw Justin's face (this genius tried to hide beside the kitchen when the kitchen light was on. The first thing I saw was his face hehe). Then I saw Meikee, then Kim, then Edwin. I was genuinely shocked.. I really really did not see this coming *that's what she said~* HAHAHA. No but seriously. I cried. 







My sister ordered a lot of food so we begun eating and we watched Jump together :') After Jump was over, it was cake-cutting time~ My family bought the fruity cake and Kim, knowing me so well, bought my favourite oreo cheesecake!!





That awkward moment when people are singing Happy Birthday to you and you don't know what to do.. to sing along or silently listen :p


Me stealing some of the cake ^^ 



My phone's wallpaper <3

I felt super loved last night. Thank you to all those who made me feel that way. I couldn't have asked for a better birthday. I honestly did not expect this at all. Especially Justin, Meikee, Edwin and Raeann coming over... :') Definitely not forgetting those that weren't present that night (Sof, Yida and Rosey) <3 



Thank you, thank you. Ron, Kim, Meikee, Justin, Raeann, Edwin.






As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn’t supposed to ever let us down, probably will. You’ll have your heart broken and you’ll break others’ hearts. You’ll fight with your best friend or maybe even fall in love with them, and you’ll cry because time is flying by. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, forgive freely, and love like you’ve never been hurt. Life comes with no guarantees, no time outs, no second chances. You just have to live life to the fullest, tell someone what they mean to you and tell someone off, speak out, dance in the pouring rain, hold someone’s hand, comfort a friend, fall asleep watching the sun come up, stay up late, be a flirt, and smile until your face hurts. Don’t be afraid to take chances or fall in love and most of all, live in the moment because every second you spend angry or upset is a second of happiness you can never get back.

Friday, April 13, 2012

down by the water / the drums

if you fall asleep down by the water
baby i'll carry you, all the way home

if you fall asleep down by the water
baby i'll carry you, all the way home

everybody's gotta love some one
but i just wanna love you dear
everybody's gotta feel something
but i just want to be with you, my dear

i know it's hard
i know it's hard
i know it's hard to be in this forever
if they stop loving you
i won't stop loving you
if they stop needing you
i'll still need you, my dear

if you fall asleep down by the water
baby i'll carry you, all the way home

if you fall asleep down by the water
baby i'll carry you, all the way home

you've gotta believe me
when i say
when i say the word, forever

and whatever
comes your way
oh we'll still be together

i know it's hard
i know it's hard
but i understand you, just take my hand

if you fall asleep down by the water
baby i'll carry you, all the way home

if you fall asleep down by the water
baby i'll carry you, all the way home

what a lovely song.

Saturday, March 17, 2012

MEOW


So tomorrow I will be having new additions to my family! Say hi to Bam Bam and Pebbles :-)

Bam bam and Pebbles drinking from mommy
This is Pebbles with her mommy
This is Bam bam! 
Hello everybody ^^ 
Meeeeeow~


Playful Bam bam climbed up that thing and now he can't get off :p
This is Pebbles!
Couldn't get a clear photo of her because she was so fidgety  
Bam bam and pebbles's mommy
They're about a month old and they are siblings! Bam bam, the ginger one, is the male and Pebbles, the one with the black spots on her head, is the female :-) Will post more photos of them when I get them tomorrow! 

We actually decided on Rum and Raisin a few days ago, but we just changed it to Bam bam and Pebbles... In case you were wondering, Bam bam and Pebbles are the characters from Flintstones!


xxx, fang rong



Thursday, March 01, 2012

Random thoughts - Where will you be in four years?

Hmm it's 12:45pm now and I am in the computer lab during my free period. I haven't blogged in a pretty long time and I thought maybe it's time to scribble some of my thoughts down and.....blab? Hahahaha **this is going to be a pretty incoherent post...**

This term is almost over and time really flew by. These first two months were super duper eventful and I am really thankful for all my loved ones. Those who were always there by me, those who believed me even when the whole world didn't :') You guys know who you are, so thank you honeybunches <3

During recess today something came up to my mind. Where will I be on the next 29th of February? What will I be doing, will my friends still be my friends, will I lose someone I love, will I still be in Singapore, how I will be living. I mean the future is just so blurry now. I don't know what I want to be in the future, I don't even know which field I'd like to venture into. Will I be studying in university or will I be out working by then?

I am pretty sure that things will be very different in four years time. As pessimistic as it sounds, I will lose friends and fade away from some people's lives. I might not be as close as to my loved ones as I used to be.

I don't want to lose what I have right now. Everything might not be exactly perfect, but I love the way things are now.. Well I know that I have to cherish the things I have, I tell myself that every day. But sometimes I just can't seem to show it in actions and words even though I am clearly aware that someday everything I have right now will be gone. I guess it's pretty true when people say that you'll never know what you have until you actually lose it..

Uncertain as the future may be, there's a phrase that always keeps me going on. "Que sera, sera." which means whatever will be, will be. I believe that there's no point in worrying about the future as of right now. Live your life to the fullest, aim to have no regrets and whatever will be, will be. After all, we cannot control the future and we cannot predict what's going to happen next time. What we can do right now is to live without regrets.


There are these things called "memories" for a reason right? So that we can relive moments in our head even when it's all over and things will never be the same again. 


I have to go now, talk to you guys in a bit :-*


Till then,
fang rong xx

Thursday, January 19, 2012

Jumping for joy


I love these guys. They are by far one of the funnest bunch of people to work with! These two months were amazing thanks to them. I had loads of fun with them! Will definitely be missing these two months a lot. That's what she said :')


THANKS FOR ALL THE MEMORIES SHARED <3

Meikee, Justin, Edwin, Jayley, Yida, Roseann, Raeann, Jeanette, Zhen Huan, Zing, Guo Shen, Rowena, Guang Rong, Mian, Aurelia, Lindy, Charlene, Melvin, Justin, Daniel, GK, Yixing, Esther, Kuang Wei + everyone else!! 


"Don't cry because it's over, smile because it happened."


Saturday, January 14, 2012

Swollen and red
These eyes may be
Refreshed and renewed
This heart feels
The storms came
Swept me off my feet
But I know the end is here
To set me free


(written by sof, my bud)

Friday, December 23, 2011

Just Go With It (photo post)

Hello everybody!

Today (or rather yesterday) I met up with my crazy, lovable, funky ALISON KOH SU-LIN! I missed her so much. Anyway, my brain is not really functioning at its best right now at 2:40 in the morning so I'm going to cut down on typing and just let the pictures do the talking ;-)


Ally and I :-)

Ron, Ally and Me 











Awww hug~



Here are some cool gifs we made! Lol they're all pretty awkward actually....






Till then, 
fang rong xx