So much feels

"What if it was just a wrong time? Maybe it will work out now?"
"Well if it was the wrong time then it is the wrong person."
(from @cremies)


This just sums up how I am feeling now.

Look at this picture. 

Some people might think it's a sweet and lovely photo but I actually think that it's really sad. 

I mean the ring (moon) is so far away, it's almost impossible to put the ring on that person's finger. 

And rings symbolise promises — in this case, the promises are almost impossible to fulfill. 
(?)

Side note, I really love this video. Rihanna's expressions were so real.

Pweese I beg u

Being a vet has always been on my long list of possible job options. But yesterday I've decided to strike it off for the plain reason that I don't think I will be able to handle animals dying and their families wailing away everyday. 

I brought Cookie to the vet yesterday because she was having a really high fever (40.9°C, highest temp for a dog is 39.5°) and she had been vomiting for the whole of the previous night. While waiting for Cookie's turn, a couple came out of the operating theatre crying really badly, mourning over the death of their dog. Any animal-lover would know how I was feeling then. 

Cookie got admitted for the night. My sister got a call from the vet this morning saying that Cookie has liver failure. 

I hope Cookie can be treated. For now we can only hope.

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On a separate note, I saw this post on facebook this morning and I was completely disgusted. 

Please SAY NO TO COSMETICS/BRANDS THAT TEST ON ANIMALS. And just when you thought they only test on rabbits and mice, no, they test on dogs and cats too.

These are two videos where you can see the actual laboratories and what happens to the animals in there: http://www.peta.org/tv/videos/animal-experimentation/968985922001.aspx and http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2RgQpcHzLwI&feature=player_embedded. 

Honestly speaking, I didn't watch the videos because I didn't dare to.

Did you know,

• More than 100 million animals are poisoned, burned, crippled, and abused in other ways in U.S. labs each year.
• No experiment is illegal, no matter how cruel, irrelevant to human health, redundant, or painful.
• Ninety five percent of animals used for experiments are excluded from the only federal law offering any sort of protection.
• Even when valid alternatives to animals are available, the law doesn't require that they be used.
• Ninety two percent of experimental drugs that are safe and effective in animals fail in human clinical trials because they don't work or are dangerous.

Here are the companies you CAN buy from: http://www.mediapeta.com/peta/PDF/companiesdonttest.pdf

These are the companies you SHOULD BOYCOTT: http://www.mediapeta.com/peta/PDF/companiesdotest.pdf

                       

PWEESE HEWP MIE N MIE FWENS

PWEESE 

Good day, goodbye!

Would your 8-year-old self be proud of you right now?

This is such a confronting and thought-provoking question.
Don't forget the nights that it all felt right. Are you not the same as you used to be?
2am deep question of the night haha.

Faster than the wind.

I set all my regrets on fire cause I know I'll never take the time to unpack my missteps and call all of our friends. I got the hint.