Just a LITTLE late

I just realised I didn't write a 2012 conclusion entry. I am little upset haha. OK anyway I've decided to consolidate some of my thoughts about 2012. This will be a short one.

2012 was magical. It was really a rollercoaster year for me. There were SO MANY good memories, and by so many I really mean a lot. Especially with the Jump people (Meikee, Justin, Yida, Edwin) and my classmates. There were also a few bad memories. There were also some sad memories. BUT 2012 WAS MOSTLY GREAT.

Here were some moments of 2012 that I loved:

• Simple Plan
• The afternoon at Ron's place when Kim broke the glass table on my foot I STILL HAVE THE SCAR
• The movie marathons
• 1000 followers on twitter (it was pretty glorious)
• The day I went to the Titanic Exhibition
• Jump wrap party
• Late night Skypes/phone calls that required me to be whispering
• Chronicle
• Valentines day (Hahahahaha #foreveralone party)
• The Jump roadshows (the school visits and the one at Orchard)
• The gathering we had to watch the first episode of Jump
• My birthday
• Movie night in MGS and the after part
• Meeting Lynnie
• Studying at Esplanade
• Those times when I was a little rebellious 
• Rosey and Raeann's birthday
• The filming of It Takes Two (and the wrap party keke)
• The last day of O levels
• My class
• You

Haha as you can see, my year mainly revolved around the Jumpies hehehehe this is why I love them so much. I cannot recall much now, I am sure there were even more moments that I loved. 

Thank you, once again, to: Lynnie, Kim, Ron, Sof, Meikee, Edwin, Justin, Yida, Rosey, Raeann, Michelle, my family. Thanks for always being there when I gave each and everyone of you a good reason to leave. Thanks for standing on my side even when I was wrong. Thank you for loving me even though I am a super annoying and weird friend/daughter/sister. I love you guys.
(special thanks to my soulmate, thank you for understanding me inside out. My weird quirks and shit hehe muax)

Thank you 4D for being the most amazing class ever. Now I am depressed that I'll never have a group of people that would match up to your (our) awesomeness haha. All the best minions!

Thank you for showing me that this world isn't all rosy and sunny. But rather, this world is filled with pretentious smiles and fake people. :-) You taught me to be careful of the people I trust and who I say what to. Your actions caused me much pain but they made me grow so much. I am so much stronger now. So, thank you very much. Kill with kindness baby. (I just said 'much' like 4 times)

Last but not least, thank you for loving me. For never leaving until the last moment.

Here's an entry I wrote right after the clock struck twelve on the 1st of January 2013. I don't know why I didn't post it though. 

Happy new year folks.


To be honest, I am pretty reluctant to let go of 2012. I wish I still had another month of 2012, a month more of white lies, denial and escape.

As I watched the countdown approach 1, I recalled everything important that happened this year. The friendships, the love, the losses, the hardship, the pain, the joy. What I went through this year was way beyond anything I've ever experienced in a span of 12 months. And yet guess what? I am still alive and  stronger than ever before. There were many things in 2012 that I wished had lasted and many things that I wished I had done differently. But I don't think I regret anything because I believe everything happens for a good reason and if there's no good reason for it, it wouldn't happen. 



Here's to a new year filled with more of life's challenges. Here's to us surviving them. Here's to being happy.


With lots of love, sadness, no regrets, and hope,
Fang Rong

"Why can't we get all the people together in the world that we really like and then just stay together? I guess that wouldn't work. Someone would leave. Someone always leaves. Then we would have to say good-bye. I hate good-byes. I know what I need. I need more hellos."

― Charles M. Schulz

(Not so short an entry afterall lol)

I want to hi-five you, in the face, with a durian shell ♡

How could I be so wrong about someone?

Why are some people so absorbed in being popular? Is being popular that important? 
Are you that insecure to the point that you need 1000 friends to feel loved?

Do you really need to be amongst the "popular kids" to feel accepted and not lonely?
Are you that desperate that you need to bootlick to get to where you want to be?

How does one even become so fake?

How could you be so mean? To think that I couldn't even bear to be angry at you. Haha oh how naïve I was.

Sometimes I wonder if we are only friends because I happen to occasionally appear on the television.

I am really disappointed in you. I thought you were better than this.




My blood boils when I think about the amount of fake "friends" around me now.
But I guess I am thankful for the handful of REAL people in my life.
Thank you for reaffirming my belief that there is more good in a person than there is bad.

Hmm and you must be egoistic enough to think that this entry is about you. (But I guess you're right, this entry IS about you) You can go duck your sick.

Here's a tip: Instead of licking peoples boots, try getting yourself a pair. PUN TIME!